Dear Sheppard...Nine months

Dear Sheppard...

Oh how you have grown and changed this month. You are really crawling these days and you can go very fast! If I set you down and walk into another room you chase after me. Your sister is not too pleased with this new development because it means you can go to her and get into all the toys she is playing with. You are so interested in her and want to do what ever she is doing. This makes you both frustrated at times because she is an independent little lady and doesn't want you in her stuff. One day (hopefully soon) you two will be able to play together.

 You are standing and cruising on everything these days, You will even let go and stand up for a few seconds. For the most part you have really good control over your body. When you fall back you usually roll back and slowly sit up using all your abs. You can crawl up and down the two steps in our house. You love to climb into things-- laundry baskets, the dishwasher, toy bins, and bags. You also like to challenge yourself and crawl under the chairs and over our legs. You still have some hard falls at times, but that is part of learning and growing. It seems as though you always have a bruise of some sort on your face.

You are very much a stereotypical boy. You grunt and growl and pound your hands. You're pretty loud and really like to let us know when you do not like something. Your new thing is this horrible sounding pterodactyl type screech. Your sister had this type of screech too when she was your age, but you use yours much more often. At first it was cute to see you find your voice and state your opinions, but now....not so cute. For some reason it seems like you have really been yelling at meal times. However, you love eating, and will pretty much eat anything we put in front of you (except bananas) so maybe all this noise is just that you like hearing your voice, or your excited about your food (especially ribs)...who knows!

Its good that you keep getting teeth to help you will all this eating! You got two more this month, and you handled teething like a champ recently! I think between your teething necklace and my homemade teething rub you barely noticed those suckers popping through. For the most part you have been sleeping great. You take two or three naps a day and get up only one or two times a night. You are still breastfeeding, but during the day you are too busy to get a good nursing session in, but at night you chow down!

You have a slight flare for the dramatics. When you get really upset about something, you fold in half and put your forehead on the ground and cry...it is so pitiful and sad. This usually happens when you are stopped from doing something you really want to do, like playing with the cat's or dog's water bowl. You are also crying all the time in your car seat...you hate it. Luckily you usually fall asleep pretty quick, but when you don't you let everyone in the car know that you do not want to be strapped down. We did take a few trips this month. We went to your papa's home town of Winnemucca for a wedding, and you had so much fun crawling around the dance floor and hanging out with your great Aunt Vicki and great Uncle Steve. You also got to meet your future bffs Waylon and Paxton. They are the little brothers to your sisters friends, and your mama and papa's long time friend Sylvester visiting from The Gambia, Africa.

You are a busy boy, always moving, smiling, yelling and exploring. We have noticed that you like to sit in W's (see picture above) I guess your papa would sit this way all the time. It is so fun to see what parts of me and your papa you have, and also to watch you come into your own unique person. Sheppy--my buddy, keep exploring!

Dear Sheppard...Eight Months

Dear Sheppard,



You are really growing into a little boy these days. You're making all sorts of new sounds and really love growling, screeching, and making guttural noises. It seems like you are trying to say mama sometimes. When you really want me you start whining and crying mama, you are a big mama's boy, and I love it! You have also figured out how to make a clicking noise with your tongue, and you do it when your really excited. You babble to your toys and your food. Speaking of toys, you love anything with wheels, or moving parts, or anything your sister is playing with.

It is very rare that you will play on your own. You want to be wherever we are, and if we set you down you instantly cry and army crawl towards us. Most of the day I carry you around in one of my baby wearing contraptions, which is ok with me, I love the snuggles. One of the things you have been doing while I wear you is playing with my lips. You think it my lips are hilarious, I don't find it too funny when you fish hook me with your fingers. The one time this month when you were ok being left alone, you army crawled yourself across the whole house, down two steps and out the back door! Time for me to keep a better eye on you these days.

Along with all your army crawling, you started pushing yourself up to sitting, which you are very proud of! You even play a little game where you flop back on your back and then push yourself up. Shortly after you figured out this new trick you started standing up on things. Now you are pulling up to stand on everything! However, you still have a lot of work to do on your balance and you are falling over and hitting your head on everything, you even gave yourself a nice shiner by falling over on the corner of a block. Poor buddy, you're a champ, you only cried for a little bit then you were back to playing.

Everyone keeps saying what a happy boy you are, and for the most part you really are. You love smiling and laughing, and love being around people and will go to anyone willing to smile at you. You are extra excited and happy in the mornings right when you wake up. Most days you wake up babbling to yourself, your papa sneaks into your room and as soon as you see him you laugh, and screech and bounce all around. Then he brings you to me in bed and you get excited all over again. I hope to always remember your sweet little laugh and your twinkly smiling eyes.

You are truly such a sweet boy and I am beyond thankful for you everyday, but to be honest, somedays are hard on me. It is hard to balance my attention and time between you, your sister, running the house, making time for myself, friends, family, and my marriage. I am working on balancing it all, but everyday you bring a smile to my face-- thank you for that, my happy little boy.

Dear Sheppard…Seven Months

Dear Sheppard,



This month flew by and with it more changes for you. You got your first tooth! a little bottom tooth, and then shortly after your second tooth came in right next to it. It is a good thing you are getting teeth because you love eating! You will gobble down anything we put in front of you, you especially love strawberries, carrots, and pears. Also with these new teeth came better sleep, thank goodness. You are back to waking one or two times a night and taking two or three naps a day. Cutting teeth is no joke, you are one tough dude!



You are one determined fella. You zone in on what you want and will not give up till you get it.  You started to army crawl and can get across a room pretty quickly. This has not made your sister very happy. Now you can get to all her toys and she is still working on the whole sharing thing. You two have decided that you want what ever the other one has, and you have given out some epic huge cries when something is taken away from you.



You have really found your voice these days, making all sorts of new noises. Your favorite thing to say is "ah-ta." You will look at a toy very intensely and say "ah-ta" to it over and over again. I wonder what you are really saying? I think you will be a talker like your sister. You are always making noises and staring at our mouths when we are talking.

Loving you is so fun, you burrow into my neck, and squeeze your arms around me. You have even started giving big, gooey, open mouth kisses! It is so sweet, you love to cuddle and be close. You still like to be held or interacted with most of the day, but you are slowing playing on your own more and more.

We added a new family member to our household this month, a sweet and crazy puppy. She serendipitously came into our lives. However, she ended up with an unfortunate name, Dumpy. We tired to change it but your sister and Papa just kept calling her Dumpy. Your Papa is still not very excited about having a dog, but you already seem like best buds! The puppy and cats have been very entertaining to you. You love watching them run around and whenever they settle and start to sleep you scoot your way over to them and give them pets and cuddles.


We went on a few adventures this month, including the 7+ hour dive to Salt Lake City, UT to visit your Tanna and Gruncle. You HATED the driving part, but once we got to their house you loved all the cuddles and attention you got from them. It is so amazing to watch all of our family love and care for you so much! You are one lucky boy.

(You were really hard to photograph this month, you were all over the place!)

Dear Sheppard…six months.

Dear Sheppard,

You are half a year old. Those six months went so fast and at times so slow. You grew and changed so much this month. You are still a happy boy, smiling is your favorite, and you give them away to anyone willing to look at you. All your growing made it hard for you to sleep. You have been getting up almost every hour, and sometimes taking more than an hour to fall back to sleep. This has been hard on me. I have tried everything to figure out how to get you to sleep more (so I could sleep more) but nothing seems to help. I hope whatever is keeping you up changes soon…its hard to enjoy things when I am a sleep deprived zombie mom. 

  

You are officially on the move, you are rolling all over the place. You can go across the whole room by rolling. You still, at times, roll onto your belly and can't back onto your back. That's when you let everyone know you are not happy (crying) about your situation. However, now that you roll more, when your sleeping you like to roll onto your belly and sometimes you sleep like a stink bug with your bum in the air.  You are always moving, kicking your legs, flaying your arms, its really hard to get in focus pictures of you lately because you move so much. 

We went on lots of little adventures this month. We went with your Papa and sister and explored the river on an un-seasonably warm day. Papa fished and we sat on the shore watching the birds and playing with grass. I took your diaper off and you just laid in the sun enjoying being outside and naked, haha! We also took a very quick day trip up to Tahoe to hang out with your cousins (and some extended cousins). All the little girls were enamored with you, and you were very pleased with all the doting and attention. You did get to "play" with your cousin Ansel a little. He loved giving you hugs and kisses and sharing his toys with you. I think you two will grow up to be best buds. We also took your longest car ride yet, to Ikea, to buy some things for the house. You did a great job, and only started fussing a little on the way home, but your Momo was good at keeping you entertained. 

You have been making some awesome faces lately, but your favorite is to stick your little tongue out. A lot of times you grab it with your fingers and look at me with this puzzled look like I put something in your mouth. You also have a great surprised look, playing peek-a-boo gets you every time. You open your eyes wide and then laugh so much. I can usually get some good laughs out of you by tickling your collar bone, or giving you kisses in your neck. It is very cute. Your sister can get the best laughs out of you. You love her so much, always watching her run around and wanting to be wherever she is. I hope your relationship stays sweet and loving, HA! A mom can dream! 

You started eating some foods this month. You have had a little baby oatmeal, but like your sister, do not like to be spoon fed and would rather do it yourself. We have given you some soft fruits and veggies and you have done pretty good at getting them all over your face, head, arms, feet, the floor, me, the cats, and your chair, but still working on really eating them. I know you will get the hang of it soon because you really love to eat! 

I am trying so hard to remember you the way you are in these fleeting moments. Your little elfish grin, your fuzzy head that smells like cinnamon and sugar toast, your bright blue eyes that light up when you look at me. Even the long nights where you are only happy being held in my arms. Your Nana says we will blink and you will be one, so I am trying to take in the good and the hard of these moments with you. 

Dear Sheppard...Five Months.

 Dear Sheppard,

This month flew by. I feel like the past 5 months have gone so fast. You changed so much this month, you are really starting to notice the world around, and you want to be involved in everything! You do not want to miss a second, which has made it hard to put you down, get you to nap, or eat. You are still really great at rolling onto your belly, but you haven't figured out how to roll onto your back, so any time you are put on the ground you instantly roll onto your belly and then start to fuss because you can't get back. Good thing I have lots of baby wearing contraptions to keep you happy.



You have become very grabby. You grab and laugh at your feet. You grab at our food, you even pulled your papas full bowl of cereal over--I think you were mad he wasn't sharing. Your favorite thing to grab is my hair. I am starting to consider some new hairstyles to keep my hair on my head and out of your hands. I think you will have really great fine motor skills just like your papa and sister as you can really manipulate toys and your pacifier in your hands. Speaking of your hands, it is so cute when you nurse you cover your eyes with the back of your hands and sometimes you like to rub your hair through your fingers. Those moments when you are still and nursing with your palms up towards me are so precious. I look down at your hands and wonder what wonderful things you will do with them and the weight of being your mama is so heavy, and I pray and hope I can help you see joy and bring joy into the world with your tiny hands that someday will be bigger than mine.

This month has been hard for both of us. You started the month off by getting over RSV, then it seemed like you were teething. You were so fussy, not sleeping, drooling buckets, and chewing on anything you could get your hands on--even the kitties! This made for one tired and frustrated mama. I hate not knowing how to help you. There were days when nothing would make you happy. There are still no signs of any teeth so I have no idea what was going on. It seems like you are on your way to happier days. You started blowing raspberries with your mouth and it is so cute, your eyes light up when you hear the noises you can make! It makes for a huge drool mess, but it sure is fun for you.





It was really hard to get pictures this month, I had everything ready and set and had started to take your pictures while your sister was napping--or so I thought. Well she came out of her room saying "poo-poo" and since we are currently potty learning I had to leave you on the floor to help her. Well after cleaning her up and getting her back down for her nap you had rolled over and ripped up and eaten your five month sign! I am glad I got a few before that happened. I have a feeling when you are able to move around more I will have my hands full with you.

We kept busy this month. I helped throw two baby showers for your future best buds. You came with me and got passed around to all the ladies there and you sure loved the attention. We also got a weekend home just the two of us. Papa and Eisley went to the Bay Area for a wedding, and since you were still a little sick, we stayed home. It was so wonderful to spend some un-interrupted one on one time with you. I am still getting to know you, and every day your sweet personality shines more and more. I can't wait to see who you grow up to be, but I also want you stay my little buddy.